the hectic world caught up with me.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
with ♥ 8:45 PM
lots of hw, and subjects like literature are so different from that of secondary school. i wasnt really prepared for all these; things gettin outta my control. having bmt trainings so many times a week make things worse. plus double sessions of rly tiring PE a week. im really tired. i failed my techinical lit test badly, and now, somtimes, i cant even understand lit lessons. everyone arnd me says they cant too, and that it's okay. but i guess i just cant take it. broke down, and im kinda lost now. like im useless, 我灰心了。 it's gonna take sm time before i pick myself up again.
stayed at home the whole day today to finish up my hw. and im so darn tired. so much work. sigh. and im havin trouble catchin up with my subjects now. sighs. so yep. gonna go off now. i dont have the mood nor time nor effort to blog. the tot of monday [PE AND TRAINING] and thereafter tuesday [ONLY ONE HR OF BREAK] dampens my mood further. sigh.
=jinghui=
Labels: things arent and will never be the same.
